Sunday, June 27, 2010

Oh, No, Not Again....

Well, I did it again.. I hurt my knee.. I'm not sure how I did it.. or I should say, I know what I did, but don't know why my knee reacted so violently....

It all started as you know, if you have read my last few entries, with Knee surgery on the 6th of May... I just finished up physical therapy 2 weeks ago. A week ago we had some stuff at Church and I spent pretty much 3 days on my feet.. I over did it.. no one to blame but myself for not paying attention..

So my knee is all inflamed and swollen and hurts like crazy...
I rested it, Iced it and went on about my business..

This past Friday, I took a trip with the girls up to Midland to celebrate their mom's birthday... We had a great time.. ate at "Genghis Khan", had ice cream at the local DQ.. went grocery shopping and headed back to Sue's house...
My knee hurt, but nothing I couldn't deal with when I got back home.

I grabbed a couple bags of groceries and headed to the porch..
The steps are narrow and tilted.. I went to step up on the second step.. and whammmmo.. something popped behind my knee, something cracked like a shotgun going off.. and I was suddenly on the ground screaming in pain... not good.. not good at all..

The girls got me inside the house and on the bed... I was sure I was going to pass out.. but I didn't.. finally when I was able I sat up.. I discovered I couldn't put any weight on the leg at all...

after much discussion I decided the easiest way for me to get out to the truck was to crawl out.. quite a little show for the neighbors.. LOL and us..
I finally crawled my way out of the house and to the truck.. The girls got me up and in the passenger seat.. Sue drove us back down to the house..

My trip to the clinic.. revealed no breaks, and no major tears in the big ligaments that hold my leg together..
I have to follow up on Monday with my family Dr. most likely I have pulled some muscles and maybe injured a tendon or two...
I'm guessing I'll get a brace and will probably get more P.T. whoopee, not.. anyway.. I'm praising God I didn't break anything..

This time I'm going to lay around and do nothing.. like I'm suppose to.
hopefully it will only take a week or two to get my knee to a tolerable pain level.. good grief..



Monday, June 14, 2010

New Things I learned This Week...

I like learning New Things... I bet you do too.. Sometimes the New Things I learn are exciting. Sometimes they are Fun, and Sometimes they are a little Sad.

Saturday I learned some New Things..
  1. Sparkly pink "Hello Kitty" shoes DO NOT come in my size.. (humph)

2. I should have started looking for Stick Horses a few weeks ago. I procrastinated to long. I came home with one. I'm hoping to borrow a couple more... ( for Vacation Bible School)

3. Cowboys are not a readily available toy anymore. This one kind of bugs me. Our Theme for VBS this year "Is Saddle Back Ranch" Rounding up Questions, Driving home answers. I want cowboy/western theme stuff for our kickoff/pre-registration event and for my class. Alas Cowboys are no longer in style. I found plenty of Transforming, superhero, type heroes, but the Heroes of the West have rode off into the sunset.

I loved playing Cowboys... They were always good guys, they were always the winners, they always saved the day... Today the only thing I could find were some badges ( I got the last ones) and a few toy guns and holsters.

I understand the movement away from Cowboys. Especially when the only things available are guns, but I sure will miss them...

4. I really like graduation Open House Parties... This year was special for several reasons, but one reason was this week... This week Kayla, one of our Daughter's friends Daughter (did you catch that) graduated. It was weird. I just kept thinking all day.. There is no way 19 have past since Sue and Shelly graduated.. no way.. and no way has Kayla graduated... I was reminded several times that, Yes Way... Wow.. feeling old is creepy some days..

and finally:

5. One should NEVER try dancing on a knee that is 5 weeks out from Surgery. If one does, she will be in pain, and limping on Monday morning..

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

P- is for Pennala's, Picnics, and Pictures...

"The Car Wash"
Oh My Goodness.. What a fabulous and fun-filled weekend full of Pennala's, Picnic's and Pictures. Some of you may know that I invited myself to Cousin Sharyn and Greg's home for a family graduation. I was so excited I couldn't even sleep. It's been years since I had seen most of the Pennala clan, for most at least 10. They are not all Pennala's, some are other Good, solid, Finn families... but all tie back to our Pennala roots.

With map in hand I traveled to Tormville, (not a town name) the place where My Torm's hang out. What a delight to finally meet cousin Sharyn and the kids. I had seen her at both of the Pennala reunions, but with all those people it's impossible to sit and have the kind of good long visit you need to get to know someone. Thankfully cuz Sharyn blogs so I've gotten to know her and the family well through her writings and photos. I had been so impressed by the "car wash" post that I was thrilled to see it was at the ready. The kids volunteered to show me how it worked, you can tell it was a sad chore, but they held up well as they showed me just how it was done.

"the land of sheer delight"
When Dad got home it was play time. Mom was fixing dinner and making the go withs. Daddy was grilling so he had a few minutes to give a good push. The look of total delight on Brian's face was priceless. I wish you could see it clearly. My digital is good, but movement is not well tolerated.
My other special treat, besides getting to stay in Tormville, was a visit from Cuz Cal. He came to share supper with us and visit. What a delight. I was immediately transformed into the
9 yr. old girl who thought my cousin Cal was the coolest cousin in the whole world.
We both easily recalled wonderful times I spent at their home, trips on the bus to the mall
(in Detroit) the carnival rides in the park, and listening to those New 45 records we would buy at the local music store. What fun. What wonderful memories.
We still laugh easily together. My heart was full of memories that night.. ones that had been forgotten but came flooding back. The visiting had to end, then it was time for bed.. or was it..
Wendy and I got to know each other.. Sharyn mentioned hearing us at 1:00 am and then again when she got up... I was to excited to sleep. so I dozed a while. I was delighted when Wendy woke up at 6:00am and we continued our gabbing.


Sharyn was on the set up committee for the Annual Sunday School Picnic (their Church has one each year) I remember as a young girl going to Church with my Papa and attending the picnic one year. Wow has it grown. Sharyn said they served 2000 through the line in about 40 minutes. It was an amazing site to behold. All those Pennala's, All those Finn's. It was just glorious.
There was a brief service before the Picnic began. It was a delight to hear all those voices Singing to our Lord. I was sitting next to cuz Paul and Enid. I was able to record their voices as they sang. It was precious. I frogged along for a bit too. I was kind of flemmy. Once my throat cleared I sang as loud as I could. It was grand.

The highlight of the day were the kid's races. Each of the age groups through age 14. lined up for a good race. Winners got a large box of candy. Each runner got a candy bag filled with treats.
The photo above was the highlight of the races. "The Candy Toss".. I was warned by several that I needed to move back. Suckers and other hard candy hit you in the head .. Wendy warned me that the suckers really hurt.. :-)
The rain held off until we were all safely on our way back to the house to prepare for the Graduation party. Poor tired Sharyn took a 5 minute nap.. literally.. only 5 minutes.. then she was up fixing us a bite to eat and finishing up her goodies for the party. Soon we were off again.


This is Malia, It was her Graduation party. I was so glad that she had invited me to come. She is the one who got the ball rolling. Sharyn suggested I make a weekend of it.. I'm so glad.
I stayed with Malia's folks a lot when I was a teenager. George was my other favorite Pennala Cousin. I had a huge crush on him. LOL Then he went and married that Becky.. and I loved her too.
Becky taught me how to make pannukakua, and noodles. She and George took me to the State Fair.. (I still have the program) Staying in their home was a joy. The biggest treat was when George would bring out his Guitar and sing. I miss Becky. I really missed her today. I know she was smiling down on her girls. I can't imagine how very proud she is of them all. I am comforted in knowing I will see her again in Heaven. It was a good day to remember her. A Very Good Day.

It wasn't long before George grabbed his guitar and sang for us. I ran back and forth from gabbing with the gals in the kitchen to listening to the playing and singing. Just wonderful.
To soon it was time to leave and get the kids in bed. I was so tired, but that good kind of tired. The kind you get from one of those, oh to few "perfect days". I had no trouble getting to sleep. It was a good, deep, and happy sleep.

The next morning I was wide awake at 6:30. That wonderful smell of coffee overtook me.
Soon enough I found these little ones scampering around the kitchen. One last picture of Wendy before she headed to school. Allen had left about an hour or so earlier... It was fun getting to know him a little better. He is a very talented young man.

With the new day started, Sharyn had already washed a couple loads of clothes and even had some on the line. We enjoyed our last cup of coffee and I headed back towards home.
I reminisced with myself about all the wonderful memories that had come to me during the weekend. Times with Uncle Ralph and Auntie Ellen (grandma and grandpa Pennala to most), overnights with Grace, Robert, and the kids, trips to the mall with Cal, Saunas, Skinny man meat, Pasties, donuts, playing the piano, Church, hymn singing, greeting of God's Peace, Pancakes, noodles, carnival rides, giggling with the girls (Pammy, Wendy, and Cindy), upstairs, blueberry picking, Richard's camp..... oh my, to many to tell.
All good, all wonderful, All fun..
Yes, this weekend was perfect... maybe not to the causual outsider.. but to me, Ya, it was perfect.. It was full of Pennala's, Picnic's, Pictures, and Memories....






Saturday, May 29, 2010

On This Memorial Day weekend.. Remember Our Troops...


This is my cousin Mike.
He likes to run.
He likes to run Marathons.
He will be running The Marine Corps Marathon in DC in Oct.
to raise money for Operation Homefront.
It's a great organization, you can read about the run here:
Mike will be running in support of our Troops.
This run is close to his heart, Our hearts.
Our cousin Thomas Robert Tormanen was a Marine.
He lost his life in the first gulf war.
On this Memorial Day Weekend I think of Tommy.
I remember him as a young preschooler
playing in the sand with trucks
fishing with his dad
eating ice cream...
The things that all of us do with our cousins,
kids, dads, brothers, and friends.
Tommy was proud to be a Marine.
Proud to serve.
He would be especially proud of Mike.
On that day in Oct. there will be many runners.
All with one thing on their minds
and in their hearts...
Our Troops.
I hope as you enjoy your camping, bon-fires, cookouts,
parades, fishing, gardening, swimming,
and family this Memorial day weekend.
I hope you take time to remember those
who made all the freedoms we enjoy Possible.
Take some time to remember those who have given their
lives for those freedoms..
Then remember those who are serving today.
They are far away from home, camping,
cookouts, fishing, swimming, bon-fires, and family.
Remember them, and support them.
Thanks Mike
Thanks for running...
Our hearts will run with you..

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

My First Day of Physical Therapy...

My First Day of Physical Therapy....

This is not how I feel.... :-(

My knee hurts

I iced it again and went to bed.

I'm up again and taking non-aspirin products since I can't take any aspirin with the new medication.

The therapy didn't do it..

I did...

Decided I could take a bath....

I was wrong !!!!!

Getting in was tricky, but I did it...

Getting out was difficult, but I did it....

And then the pain... whooo doggy.. pain..

I'm going to follow my therapist's advice.

Take it slow

Ice the knee at least 5 times a day


Friday, May 14, 2010

I Finally Read The Book: the Five People You Meet In Heaven


The Five People You Meet In Heaven
By: Mitch Albom

I love to read. After getting all involved in the computer revolution, well after learning to email and especially after finding fb. I just don't read like I use to. This past week I've had to stay quiet and keep my knee elevated, so I've spent a lot of time on my bed and the sofa.

I pick up books at yard sales, flea-markets, and library sale days. I have a stack that I've bought and a stack that others have given me. One I've wanted to read was "the five people you meet in heaven". I loved the book that Mitch Albom wrote " Tuesdays With Morrie". So I guessed this book would be good too.

It was interesting. I guess my idea of Heaven is a little different; tho Mitch's idea of us all having a connection on a greater level with each person we meet then we realize is a good one. It's really quite interesting to hear that almost all beliefs have an idea of a "Heaven". I have mine too. It's changed since I was a little girl. Goodness, It's changed since I've been an adult, but back to the book.

I liked Eddie. I felt kind of sorry for him. All the years he spent wanting a relationship with his dad. His longing for the love of his life (his wife) , his nightmares of serving in the war and his injury, and his desire to know if he saved the little girl that he died trying to protect.

I walked with Eddie through each meeting. The one thing that I really liked and that really stood out was the fourth lesson. Eddie is with his wife Marguerite. They are discussing how he thought she died to soon. How he continued to love her, and how she felt that love. Marguerite tells Eddie that
" Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it.
You dance with it.
Life has to end, Love doesn't.'

Having lost so many of my family members at a young age, I learned quickly that Love never ends. Memories are the places that hold that love and keep it alive.

As for Heaven and meeting 5 people, I'm not sure about that. I tried to envision what 5 people I might meet first in Heaven and frankly I'm not sure. I know which 5 I'd like to see first. Then I wonder if that 5 would change.
It might.

I had thought for years after my brother Keith and my papa (my adopted Dad) died that I wanted to see them first. I knew it with everything that was in me. Then the day came, a Sunday, where I suddenly realized that they were not the first ones I wanted to see. The one I really wanted to see was my Savior, Jesus.

I know the Bible says that I will see him face to face, Nothing in between. No veil, no angels, no Pastors, nothing.. I'll get to see him and He will see me. I like to think it will be like the photo above. He will throw His arms around me and hug me. He will say " Welcome Home". I get tears just thinking about it.

The others I see after that will just be icing on the cake, gravy on the biscuit, butter on the bread. My brother, my adopted parents, my Daddy Tom (my birth father), Aunts, Uncles, cousins, friends, teachers, all those I have known and those who have known me.

I know we will eat a big dinner all together. The Bible says so. I want to meet all the great men and women of the Bible and those of Faith. I want to hear their stories. I want to watch the videos. The Bible also says that I will Worship God. It won't just be me, but a great multitude, I'm thinking that will be a lot of folks.
There will be angels too.
That's going to be one great Praise and Worship service.

It was good to think about all those who have impacted my life. Those who know or maybe don't know how they made me who I am today.
Heaven, it's gonna be a great place.

Ahhh A wonderful Shower...

Ahhhh A Wonderful Shower...

I finally got into the shower today for the first time in a week.
OK, OK, it's not because I'm some kind of a weirdo freak unwashed person, but because I had knee surgery a week ago.
My knee feels somewhat wobbly, but good; so I decided today was the day.

I'm a Bath girl. I love long, hot, bubble filled bathtubs. good for relaxing and washing.

I am NOT a shower girl.

The time had come...
I had hubby at the ready "just in case". Surveyed the shower, arranged soap, shampoo, fluffy scrubby, towels, bandages, clothes, and hair stuff.
I realized I could grab and hold onto the window sill, so I told hubby to sit in the living room and I'd call if I needed help.

In I went. The step up was higher then I remembered, but I was in. whew... now to get the water on.. hmmm waiting waiting.. OK,
finally water, and let's see, I guess I pull up on this thing.... waiting..
yowwwww.. the water is cold.. whew.. there it goes.. warm.

after the shock wore off I was showering like an old pro. I even got the hair washed and was out in under 7 minutes.

Not to bad for bath girl.

It was good. I felt clean and new. Fresh and happy.

How did God know that such a small thing as a bath or a shower could make us feel human, glorious, fresh, and New.
I'm glad for that feeling. To often in my busy life I forget how wonderful little things like warm water, shampoo, and soap with a scrubby can feel.

Today I had a shower, and it was wonderful.